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‘Do not be afraid …’

June 18, 2013 by Kristin Leave a Comment

Her eyes were welling up with tears. Her sweaty hands were crushing my fingers. She wanted to sit down and take off her roller skates. Yes, it sounds dramatic for what was supposed to be Saturday afternoon entertainment with my girl, but she was scared. Genuinely scared.

It’s not the first time she’d been skating, but our local rink didn’t have the walker-like helpers to give confidence to her rolling around the slick surface. She just had me. 

We sat down on what used to be church pews that now line one end of the rink and I asked, “Why are you scared?”

She loosened her grip on my hand and said, “I might fall.”

“Yes, you might. But it will probably be slowly and on your bottom.”

She had other ideas on her mind: “I might break a bone.”

“Probably not.” I feel like I can say this with certainty. I told her about having monthly skating parties with my elementary school and how the skating rink was the birthday party location of choice. I didn’t remember learning to skate, but I remember “Ice, Ice Baby” blaring from the rink’s speakers and knowing I never broke a bone.

About then the older man who owns the skating rink, accepted our admission money, controlled the music that he called “records,” and made the rules about which direction to skate offered some advice: Right. Left. Right. Left. Just take tiny steps.

Like so many times in life, taking one step at a time is the best way to get there. Sure, taking tiny steps one at a time won’t get us there quickly. But it will teach us the route and technique. It will keep us from breaking bones {probably}. And we’ll gradually go faster.

I persuaded Cate off the old church pew and we started taking tiny steps, holding hands, moving counter-clockwise around the rink. Her grip gradually loosened. Her steps gradually became bigger and more frequent. There may have even been a couple rolls of the wheels in there.

In her own words: “I got the hang of it, Momma. And I wasn’t scared anymore.”

Isn’t that just like life?

Some moments are scary, but we aren’t alone. As we take steps, we gain confidence.

“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” {Joshua 1:9}

Cate found comfort in holding my hand on one side and having the wall nearby on the other side. I told her this is how God wants us to be with him. He wants us to rest on him. He can hold us up. He’ll take the tiny steps with us and then stick with us when we speed up because we finally get it. Yes, we may fall along the way, but that doesn’t mean we can’t get up and and try again.

We made several circles around the rink without her even holding my hand. The fear that had been pushing tears out of her eyes had become joy. And now she’s asking when we can go skating again.

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Filed Under: Cate, faith, motherhood, Soli Deo Gloria

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  1. Gindi Eckel Vincent says

    June 18, 2013 at 1:09 pm

    Oh I live this story!!!!

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  2. Gindi Eckel Vincent says

    June 18, 2013 at 1:10 pm

    Love (not live) – iPhones…..

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  3. KristinHillTaylor says

    June 18, 2013 at 1:17 pm

    Thanks, Gindi! 🙂

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  4. kasmith03 says

    June 18, 2013 at 1:35 pm

    Beautiful story!!

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  5. KristinHillTaylor says

    June 18, 2013 at 6:02 pm

    Thanks, Kristin!

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  6. Jen Ferguson says

    June 18, 2013 at 8:53 pm

    Such a sweet message. And yes, I agree — so much of life is like this. And I think by God's design. He wants to be there for every small step — it's all part of a journey He has designed. oh, and I'm a vanilla ice fan, too.

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  7. KristinHillTaylor says

    June 19, 2013 at 2:11 am

    I'm not sure I'd go as far to say I'm a Vanilla Ice "fan," but I like reminiscing, and this song takes me there! 🙂 You're right – God wants us to need him. And boy do I ever!

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  8. Alecia Simersky says

    June 19, 2013 at 6:42 pm

    What a great message and that you were able tell your daughter that this is how God works too is awesome!

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  9. Mel says

    June 20, 2013 at 1:19 am

    Oh, your sweet girl…bless her. And what a sweet reminder, too…thank you for sharing. 🙂

    Reply
  10. Michelle Eichner says

    June 20, 2013 at 5:21 pm

    Beautiful! What a neat picture. Thanks for sharing. Michelle

    Reply

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Telling stories is my therapy and I love sharing them with friends on my porch.

The main characters in my stories are my entrepreneur husband, our high school girl who never forgets, our middle school boy who has no fear, and our joy-filled first-grade girl. As we live out our stories, we seek God as the author of them all.

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